and...we're negative

The beta came back <2.

I swear that my body finds every way to misbehave and tricks me into thinking maybe...just maybe...this is it. Last time on progesterone I spotted. This time, nothing. I guess it's possible not to start your period but not too common. Figures I'd hit the not-to-common area of things.

I think we're okay with things. It actually was fun to think we were pregnant for a little bit. And it will be fun to have drinks tonight with dinner.

Both M. and I now know that we are in for the long haul with this one, so it makes getting a BFN a little better. And knowing that DtD will go past twelve really helps.

This is the perfect moment to take inventory of what is good in my life.

• M.
• Four awesome cats
• Great parents and inlaws
• A good friend and donor in DtD
• KK and Jess, two of the best friends around
  
• A garden that I was complemented on by a stranger this morning
• My house, oh I love my house!
  
• Chuztpah, you need it to get through life sometime
• A job I love and a new career when most people never get a chance to do something different.
• This blog...who could ask for more?
• My sanity and general good health
• Much, much more!

Hugs and kisses to all our readers. Hang in there with us.